4 Ever Awesome

When I was twelve years old I started thinking about what I wanted out of life. My list wasn't super long and to most people it seemed silly really but I was sure of what I wanted and what I still want. I've acomplished the things on my list very well I think. This is what the list looked like...

*Study media (Film/Directing) - Did at NTI Lulea <3

* Graduate - 2013 Done and I'm glad I did.

* Go abroad and study - Malta hey!

* Become and Au pair (Becasue I love to work with children and I'm good at it) - This week I found a family a bit outside of London that seems really nice. It was hard to chose since I had four different families waiting for responce but they were the once that sounded good to me. It sort of made sense. They seemed like nice people and the baby is really cute. No, I'm glad with my choice. Now I just hope everything goes well. I'm expecting to start in mid June if everything is okay. Something I have learned this week however is that I don't know how to sign off an E-mail and when I'm nervous I'm answer shortly. I could have been more fluent as my English is more than good and fluent, but I think I choked up a bit. Even when I talked with my host family mother afterwards, I stumbled on the words. Gosh, I probably sounded a little stupid.

I've taken care of babies before and it's always just been easy. I can hear what's wrong before they even cry and what's wrong based on the cry. It's not world sience for me. My sister used to call me the Sleep master just for the reason that I used to be the only one who could make the young once sleep.

I remember when I broke my toe and stomped in a spike in my foot but remained quiet so that Ronny wouldn't wake up as he was in my arms and I had to put him in his crib before I walked out and cied silently in pain. I guess that's something I'm thankful for. My stepmother was always hard on those kind of things. Not to scare the children even if you're scared and such things. I feel good about it and secure in my role.

Anyway, so I'm going to spend the next year or so as an Au Pair. I have to say that I'm excited about it but try to down play it a lot as I know changes might happen and I'm always scared to be too happy about things. Over all my life seems to be on a path and I like it.

I miss my mom and her cooking so she will have to make me food when I come home in May <3

Sherlock

Okay, my very brilliant friend told me to see Sherlock. I dragged out on seeing it since I'm well aware that I get hooked on whatever I find interesting or good. You can't even imagine. Anywho, I started and I've gotten to the last episode of the second season. Took me all day -.- I want to kill her. Now I'm so in love with it and I'm going to be sad later becasue I know how Steven Moffat works. I love his works and appriciate his works but I really don't want it to end. I love that this show is so complete and there aren't any plot holes. It had that charm that you want and need in a show. Humor and seriousness as well as brainy. I really recomend it to anyone staying home bored one day or who really like witty jokes and crime. It's brilliant really. So far I'd give it an 9/10.

Important

There are a few things you need to understand right now. Your life might depend on it some day.
I'm absolutly a geek and slightly mad. I'm very passionate about the things I do and talk about. Some of those things include the following things.
*Writing- My passion
*Children- This I'm serious about and always have been.
*Movies in cluding titels such as: Harry Potter, Avatar, Frozen, Butterfly effect, Avengers, Thor, Iron man and many many more.
*TV shows such as: Doctor Who, Sherlock, How I met your mother, Lost girl, Evolution, Defiance, Orphan Black, Community and many more. I'm a fan and a Geek so expect the worst and the best.
* Musicals - Don't hate on them.
*Equality - I will utter a lot about equality in every form, genders, sexualities etc. I believe everyone is equal and if you don't agree it's fine. We have opinions but remember that I'm always right. xD
* Family. I've got lots.
*Food and culture.
These are the things you will hear about and I'm sure you think the list is either boring or you're actually a little impressed. In that case, Welcome.

Things you will absolutly not hear about:
*Poletics.
*Numbers.
* News... probably.

So remember: I'm a just another GEEK ranting about anything that I'm thinking about and that is everything between heavan and hell.

I'm going to start publishing

I know I'm the worst blogger in the world but I've decided that the reason I don't publish often is becasue I've got my hands full with writing on my works. Since I've now realized that I will have time and I want to be able to grow as a writer. I should start taking it seriously.